Sometimes it just feels like I can't do this anymore and I am losing the person I am, I don't get how something I loved and craved is slowly slipping out of my hands. I asked a friend of mine once what to do when you feel you are missing you own touch in photography, him - as a photographer - told me that "beautiful things always will exist and it only need beautiful mind to see it, and you have it! You will feel that when your eyes catch it". That was something I encouraged myself with and said you only need time and you will figure it out but somehow, the last two days I couldn't feel so..
I shooted plenty of pictures and at the end of day I couldn't find any good photo that can be published or posted and this kept hitting on my nerve actually. It is a not like a problem of 2 days shooting, everyone have stress or depression at some moments in their lives and that could lead to the "not good enough" feeling, but I have being feeling so since a long time, and that's really annoying. It's still not a depressed post here, I want to tell that after having such a feeling I could get a beautiful picture indeed, it's not that much good to some maybe but it is still meaningful and aesthetic to me. It gives me hope to continue too by just realising that my view is changing! Yeah I had been going through a lot of things this year and that effected me and changed a lot of points in my life, it was good to see things from a different point of view after being into problems and depression last college year.
This picture made me realise that changing effects even your principles and standards that you thought it gonna never change. For example this includes photography, after being just a lover to such a hobby, I know I want to take it to a professional way of things. It was good after all.. To embrace the changing in my life 🌸#hello #summer #rainy #weather #skyline #skydiving #skyphotography #naturephotography #photography #wild #nature #sunsets #dz #sunsetvibes #aesthetic #peace #feelings #change #love #adventure #travel #travelphotography #adventure #tebessa #algeria #algeriangirl #algerianphotographer #mycamera #myphotography #mycredit