My latest fear happened today!!!! I've been overdue a shower and a hair wash for a while, I got a good amount of sleep and felt ok today so decided to get it done.
I was in the shower, washing my hair, I was fine then all of the sudden I felt insanely nauseous, and dizzy.
I felt like I couldn't breathe, my eyes went dark and blurry, my hearing went fuzzy.
I freaked out.
Got out the shower as fast as I could with deep conditioner still in my hair!!
I was scared of falling in the shower and felt like I was going to throw up.
Chris sat me down, told me to calm my breathing and assured me that it would pass and its okay.
He said hes never seen me go so pale and I looked almost green. 🤢
Also said my under eyes were dark and discoloured and that I looked really unwell.
Why the fuck does this keep happening?
I think its linked to my migraines but I dont know? My head was okay today but yesterday it was very bad and the last time I had this bad turn was when I had a migraine.
After it passed I went back in the shower for a minute just to rinse my hair.
I'm going to have such shitty hair now 🙄
Now I'm in bed, dampish hair, feeling poop, got the hiccups which won't stop and they fucking hurt, restricting my breathing.
I'm so done with today.
But I look fine now, right?
Fucking invisible illnesses man.